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Well, after a long time Look, she's back! Nila is back Did you miss me? I hope so I haven't had access to the international internet for a while and today I was able to come back here Let's see if you guys missed me too????? I miss someone in particular 😂😂 It's probably obvious who it is Isn't it?
Do I look like a fool?
If so, forgive me.
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGNSJSAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHDHDHSHSJSSJSKKSSKJESMK NILAAAAAAA WELCOME BACK TO KV OMG FINALLY IMCRYING IM SO HAPPY 😭💕😭💓😭😭💓😭💓😭💕💕😭😭💕😭💓💓💝💝💓💓💝💓💝💓💝💓💝💓💓💓😭💓😭💓😭💓💓😭💓😭😭💕😭💓💕😭😭💕😭💕💕😭💕😭💕😭😭💕💕😭💓😭💓😭💓💓💓💝💓💝💓💝💓💝💓💝💓
@heeseungskitty My dear :((((((
You know, I cried when I saw that you left me a message here after a month.
It was just that I was so lonely that it was driving me crazy because I really needed to talk to you.
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If you don't talk to me, I'll be a sad and unhappy girl waiting for your messages, my dear 💔💔💔 @heeseungskitty

I don't like to cause chaos, start a war, or ruin other people's perceptions of me. So I just leave these messages and leave because I feel like I'm just being stupid and rude and demanding.
I don't want to seem any more stupid or childish than this. Talking too much, in my opinion, is not a good sign; because if I talk too much, do others think I'm reckless and stupid?
I don't know
But when others talk too much, I understand them and say it's okay
And I always question myself because it's always my fault
Okay
Nila won't say anything else so she doesn't make more of a mess
I didn't say these things to get attention. If you think I'm doing this, tell me.
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Well.... Hello everyone I don't know how much you remember me But it's okay I'm back Of course I didn't want to be back I only came back because of one person; because he wanted me to be here. And so I'm back. I hope he sees this message of mine I don't talk much, I just wanted to keep it short and to the point, I'm back. Thank you.
@heeseungskitty OH MY BABY:(((((( 🤏🏼
Wiping away your tears-
I'm here. According to what you told me, I'm here now, always by your side, wherever you think of me, I'll be by your side and I won't leave you, okay?
@heeseungskitty CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE 😭😭😭😭
Although, we talk to each other via email, I will still miss you as long as the world exists and is not destroyed, and this feeling was always mutual, my dear :(
I will never betray our beautiful friendship.
Rest assured; even from a very long distance, I am by your side, taking care of you, and paying attention to you, my dear Kitty :(
@heeseungskitty And never think about how you are going to repay my love, no, don't think about it at all, okay?
Your words are a powerful comforter that calms my heart.
Your presence in my life is so strong that I feel like you are right here beside me, smiling at me and hugging me.
My dear, you have loved me so much and I am grateful to you beyond all the galaxies for finding me worthy of loving you.
I really love you, my dear. I love you with all my heart and I am proud to have a great friend like you.
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Okay, but what are you two doing?????????? What is this photo???????

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OK REALLY WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
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My little boy, December 5th has become beautiful because of you. You were born, but did you know that one day you would become a famous and beloved leader? This is the second year that I have celebrated your birthday. My dear Soobin, last year was one of my bitterest years because I joined the fandom not long ago and you went on a break due to severe mental stress and didn't come to the live broadcast for your birthday :( Our best leader, the best leader of the group, the hardest working leader, the kindest and most caring leader, the most beautiful leader, the kindest hearted leader, the most beautiful voiced leader, the father of moa and txt, happy 25th birthday my dear :) Always stay with us and the group because we love you and will always be.

HAPPY BDAY SOOBINNN
YESS HAPPY BDAY SOOBIN OUR LEADER OF TXTTTTTT <3
AWW HAPPY BDAY SOOBIN
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Tomorrow is my little Soobin's birthday 😭😭😭😭😭🎉 Hooray!
He'ss 1 day after me im 4th decccc !!!
I drew soobin because you wanted me to .did you see it 🤗🩵💙
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Okay, but the entire fandom is sitting back and waiting to see when heeseung will finally dye his hair black. I've rarely seen his hair black since I can remember. I don't know if he doesn't know that we'd love to see his black hair again? Which color do you think suits heeseung the most? @heeseungskitty I go crazy when I see her hair in red, it's like this color was made for her 😭
literally need his hair to take a break before it dies but im not complainig cuz hes so fine anywayssss
@SVTofJoshua Oh my Goddddddddd
@Mangohee I agree with you very much 😭
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Oh my god, I just remembered something funny. Jungwon responded to one of the fans who asked: What day in January will we have a comeback? He said: January 41st :)))))) Oh my god, I can't stop laughing.

STOP- i thought he was actually going to drop the date T-T
@Mangohee Oh no 😭😂
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Thank you for the messages:( I'm fine; of course, maybe. I'm sorry I can't send you a direct message. I've said before that my account on KV is messed up and my email address isn't registered on the site so I can talk to you:( But thank you again:( @meemhee

Haha, maybe the time I took from that screenshot is weird.
Here in Iran, it's 5:30 PM. Haha, I said that to clear up any confusion if it was weird for you, haha.
i will talk abt this to kpoppa- he need to check ur acc trust-
@meemhee tysmmmmm
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Okay, but I didn't talk to Kitty today Sadness and sorrow- Let's go cry ourselves to sleep tonight. @heeseungskitty

@heeseungskitty Oh honey, I was wondering why you weren't here for the second day of MAMA.
It's okay. I'm tired of myself and I hate myself too.
@TinyNila yes cries i couldn't do post or anything too like day 1 😭😭😭😭😭😭 im sorry take care please my love <33
@heeseungskitty Hey, it's okay to be so active. Illusion, take more care of yourself :((((
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It's hard for me to express words. I feel like I've been too bold and rude in my words. I don't know. There are times when I decide to throw myself in front of a car and die... Or wish I could die in my sleep... And take a knife and stab myself in the heart. I don't know, I feel like my morals... are no longer bearable. I don't know how much my image has been tarnished here or how much I've hurt Kitty by being hasty... I don't know how many times I apologized. I don't know how many times I refused to go to a psychologist. I don't know how many times you read my words. If you have changed your mind about me, I apologize. I am not worthy of your love and attention.... I will not talk much and I will not bother you. I'm sorry... @heeseungskitty @MandzMahNwjns

@TinyNila tyy, I'm happy you're here too. Don't let those thoughts overwhelm you, everything will get better bestie love u with all my heart 💞
Please don't do that, I don't know you, but this worried me. I hope you're okay. 🥹
ok baby,lets be calm , i often feel the same way buttttt all i know is tht i want to listen to you ,my friends, if you can go to a psychologist please go.if you cant you can always talk to us here DM your most fav person .we all are here for you & everyone .conflicts happen but dont you dare hurt yourself 'cause i dont want to see even one of you in distress<3 hugsss my babyy
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Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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Look!!!!!! Everyone look!!!!!! My boys won an award!!!!!! Oh my God, oh my My hands are shaking with joy My worthy boys, all the awards in the world are for you 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Yayy, i'm so happy too! Congratss to TXT !!! 😁💞
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Okay, but the setlist for the bands performing at MAMA today has arrived and in the description of the txt performance it says that Soobin wants to kiss the statue?????? Wtf???? What's going on here, help 😭😭😭😭

that was a crazy move for Soobin , the fact that it happened in the first few seconds of the performance 😭
@SVTofJoshua aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Exactly
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Guys, I don't want to talk too much. Just tell me, everyone, whether I should stay with you or go away forever. Kitty, your opinion is very important to me because if you want me to stay, I will stay. @heeseungskitty I've been talking and whining a lot today, so forgive me for that.
@TinyNila Dont. We all need you. especially your family. Just stay. stay until Soobin turns 160. which is never so never die. We love you being her for us. Kitty loves you very much. We all love you so stay with us.
@TinyNila as long as you're still here and you feel welcomed then im okay.
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My dear ENGENE's, please consider me a partner in your happiness. Especially you, my dear Kitty @heeseungskitty , I know you are very happy. That's right, I'm MOA; but I want to be happy with all of you. So consider me a partner in your happiness. Thank you

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MOA! You're the one who didn't do enough! I'm with you! You're the one who didn't bother to vote for your group and now you don't care if your group won an award or not! Those who worked hard for their group should be burning at the feet of you damn people who didn't care! Shame on you, we promised our son every year that we would win this award! What happened??????? What did you do???? We've been working hard for the group for 6 years and you don't care!!!!!!! Damn you who didn't care about TXT and considered yourselves members of a fandom and MOA your main fandom! Get out of the fandom!

@BananaMilkChoi No, that's not the case at all!!
T-T i just felt so guilty letting them down
@BananaMilkChoi me too me too
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Guys, I don't know whether to be happy or sad. Should I cry or laugh... All I can say is that I hate myself for not being able to make my group win and seeing them cry with joy tomorrow... I let my son's down... They won't be taking home a prize tomorrow and it breaks my heart... I couldn't do anything... I couldn't...

My good friends... I'm not feeling well and I'm crying a lot. Maybe I won't be here for a while, so that I can at least forget a little about my group not winning the award.
Take care of yourselves.
I'll be back.
@heeseungskitty
Feel better soon 💔💔💔
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Congratulations, my boys.

@Juka93149 It's true that they're performing tomorrow, but today was the voting and they're only giving the award to one group, right? I blame myself for that.
Ohhh yeahhh right
Lemme ask did meovv or itzy got an award?
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