I'm so stressed about MAMA 😭😭😭 God please give all the awards in the world to Choi Yeonjun because my son deserves every single one 😭
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I can't install the mnet+ app on my phone at all.
But the MOA's!!!!! Please don't be lazy, I don't want my boys to leave the ceremony empty-handed :(

These days are getting harder than ever for me. Everyday fights, people yelling at you and belittling you, intense mental stress and suicidal tendencies, a broken body and a heart full of pain. I don't know how I'm living. Today I had a big argument with a friend and I was, as always, the one at fault. I'm blaming myself right now. My body doesn't feel good, it feels like I'm about to collapse. I really don't know... how can I be alive now when I can't see my friends and apologize to them and say: "I'm sorry." I'm not a good friend...

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@heeseungskitty me & you hahahaha
@heeseungskitty Um... why not, I hope I'm not bothering you.
@heeseungskitty Before we talk, kitty, let me tell you this. If I answered your email late, I might have been asleep, so I apologize now. 😭
@heeseungskitty 😭😭😭😭
*DIES FROM HIS BEAUTY*
that's my man yall!
Multiplayer
You know what guys? People who just join KV are so funny 😭😭😭 I remember myself It feels like I was new here just about 50 days ago, oh my god 😭
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me like 200 days ago?? idk 🥀
@nikizz 😂😂😂😂

Guys... I'm sorry, I think I've gone too far Sometimes I complain too much and make you think badly of me. I'm sorry I mess up a lot in my relationships...it's not my fault, it's because of the traumas that have happened to me and haven't healed yet. Most of all, my dear Katie, it seems like I'm putting too much pressure on you. I apologize for that, my dear :( I think I need to stay away from you for a while, to get over this stupid situation of mine and not bother you. I'm sorry again and I'm sorry that you put up with me. Sometimes I think I'm really causing you guys a lot of pain :( I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry to each and every one of you @heeseungskitty

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@heeseungskitty Okay, okay, honey! Don't do this because you'll break my heart .
I'm staying here because of you!
Because your existence is dear to Nila.
@heeseungskitty You are my greatest treasure and blessing!

Kittyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy @heeseungskitty

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@heeseungskitty nooooooooo, don't apologize at all, okay?
Your reasons are acceptable to me, dear.
I'm very impatient. Sometimes I suddenly think, "Why didn't the other person respond quickly?" Okay, so my other side doesn't like me!
When I make friends with people, I'm not a person who is full of expectations, I just want them to spend time with me and be by my side! And you are by my side in every way.
Sorry, I'm so impatient at times like this, and haha, I'm a weird person for friendship, aren't I?
@heeseungskitty Oh my God! Kitty?! Don't say that, darling!
Don't apologize for it.
It's true that I'm impatient, but you shouldn't get yourself into trouble for me and answer quickly, okay?
@heeseungskitty haha again me 🤭
how you guys post pics??

I couldn't sleep last night because I was thinking and dreaming all the time. Check your email, my dear! @kittyxray

@kittyxray 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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@kittyxray Come right now, my dear, I'm waiting for you.
@heeseungskitty I'm online, honey, I'm always online, waiting for you to come 😭
My good friends, unfortunately my email address is not working and I can't send you a message in direct :( I hope I can somehow solve this problem and I think this situation will continue for a long time. By the way, if any of you have Telegram, stay with me here so I don't lose you: https://t.me/fatal0trouble I apologize for this situation. This problem is mine :(
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Can someone tell me what the problem is? Why did I become like this? 😭

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@kittyxray Kitty, my dear, do you have a telegram?! If the KV account doesn't work, I think we should talk there.
I have a big problem creating an account on KV :(
@kittyxray Oh damn it 😭 How can I talk to you now? I said to myself now that this situation has arisen, can I have your number?

This is me. When I sit down to talk to kitty but my message notifications aren't showing up for her: 😭😭😭😭 @kittyxray

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@kittyxray Oh my gosh :(
Classes are always like this :(
My God, just look at him!!!!!!
How can he be real and live among us?
This boy is a prince , a cute and sweet doll, a perfect work of art, a perfect and amazing angel !!
Guys, I can really talk about Beomgyu 's flawless visual beauty forever and shed tears of joy 😭

Hello Kitty Hello? I need to talk to you Hello. Let's talk because I'm about to explode 😭 I think I was about to cry if I didn't send this message 😭 P.S.: Of course, if you're not busy and have time, let's talk. There are things in my heart that I need to vent somewhere. @kittyxray

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@kittyxray Aaaaaaaaa, it's okay, my dear
These things happen eventually and I'm grateful that you're always there :(
I'm coming, my dear 😭

Damn it, guys, am I complaining too much? Am I acting too childish? Do you think I'm exaggerating too much? I think I whine so much that people run away from me It's so funny I wish I could just shut up and be quiet forever. Maybe people will hate me for talking I don't know Do you think I should talk less here? It's kind of boring to be the third person in friendships I wish people would really love you as much as they pretend to do I'm sorry No one listens to me, I have to talk here Because I'm so sad and upset

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You're not complaining too much you're just expressing your feelings, and that's not childish at all, quite the opposite, it's very mature and wise of you to talk about how you're feeling. You know you can always talk to me about how you feel, friends are there for emotional support and to be present in both good and bad times. You know you're a good person, and don't let anyone tell you otherwise or let what others say affect you. Lysm with all my heart 💞
Guys, I don't want to complain and somehow belittle my situation because each of you has your own problems. My mood swings have become very severe. I'm either very happy or very sad and depressed. I don't get anything done, and I even respond to other people's messages so late that I feel ashamed. You know? Last night when I read kitty's messages, I was so moved and said to myself, why did I see her messages so late! I think, I need to talk to her so much so that my soul can find peace!
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Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa @kittyxray

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GUIRLLLLL DID YOU MAKE THAT YOURSELFFF ?????? YOUR SO TALENTEDD
@Niniiiii Oh no! I'm not that talented to draw like this
I honestly don't know how to do it. If I did, I would have drawn a whole bunch of fan art by now 😭😂
And sometimes My good friends, you feel like you don't want to be in this world, live and be happy You are tired, sad and it seems like the world has come to an end And maybe you suddenly decide to commit suicide I am the same now Full of broken and confused emotions No, don't worry, guys, I am not committing suicide, I am just so depressed that I am pouring everything that happens into myself, maybe this is how I will die I hope my pale presence doesn't make you sad because Nila wants her friends to be happy all the time, even when she is not Please, take care of yourself, my good friends And so are you: @MandzMahNwjns , @kittyxray And @Mangohee Take care of yourself.
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ly and always remember to tcccc 💖
sorry if i yap a lot its just one of the pleasures of being me bc i talk a lot
@kittyxray Damn it, are you the one who sent me a direct message? Oh my god, I'm sorry, I have to come and answer every single one of your messages.
Hello guys I'm not in a very good mood these days So I might visit you and upload photos less And honestly I'm sorry I can't read your messages and comments under the previous post I promise I'll get better and be back soon See you Take care of yourselves And goodbye
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Hope you feel better bestie ! I can't wait for u to come back but i understand u need time, and you can talk with me whenever you want tcc of yourself i will miss u sm 💞
Happy Jake daaaaaaaaay 🎉😭
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YESSSSSS!
Happy birthday jake ! Ly saurr much 🩷😆

Ummmmmmm 🤭 @kittyxray

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@kittyxray im taking erm sunoo then
ZAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

Live K-pop Chat

First of all, hello to each and every one of my good friends. I hope I didn't post this at a bad time. It's been a month since I joined here and I can't believe it, oh my god, it's been a month so fast that I've become a part of the warm and loving KV family! You may have remembered that my name was "mr doobin" I've been thinking about changing my name for a month And now I'm "tiny nila". Thank you for being with me for a month and still are. And a special thank you to my best and first friend, @MandzMahNwjns, who started a very special friendship with me. Hey hey, you're all my friends, don't forget that. Nila loves you all and I can't tag everyone here. Well, well, I won't talk too much. Have a nice day or night (it's midnight in my country now) P.S.: What do you think of my new name? I think it's very cute and beautiful.
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Aww your new name is so cuteee, I'm so happy to have you as a friend! I hope you'll be here for much longer so we can share special moments together, know that I'll always be here for anything you need! 😁🩷
Love you sweetheart

What the hell????????? Why is this so hot and sexy?! Is the artist skilled in drawing? Or is Lee Heeseung so sexy? @kittyxray Hey, have you seen this fan art before?

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@kittyxray Hehehehe, don't thank me because I know when you love everything related to heeseung and you spam a lot because of him.
I love seeing your sweet and funny reactions and seeing your positive energy come back to me. This is just because I love seeing my friends happy.
@kittyxray OMG SOOJ. SS98SJSMSMSM SOOSJSJEKWWMEJEJ SOOIN

Look who was live with each other yesterday! P.S.: Were you able to watch the live broadcast?

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Today I came across a lot of videos on YouTube with the topic of "ice skating". Guess who I found in these videos? That's right, the Ice Prince of K-pop! Park Sunghoon! I saw his performances and you should know that I was so amazed by his skills that I even applauded him! Even if he didn't become an idol, his unique ice skating skills would definitely make him world famous! You deserve this title, Park Sunghoon! The Ice Prince of K-pop! P.S : I already knew that Sunghoon used to do ice skating in the past, but I hadn't seen his performance videos~~~
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yesss we love sunghoonnnnnnn <3
ice prince sunghoonie!! <3
Hehehehe Guess what happened Surprisingly, when I showed Soobin's picture to my parents, they both confirmed that he and I look alike! This is interesting because my mom has been confirming that I look like Soobin for a while now, and this is the first time my dad has confirmed this! I really can't believe how much I look and behave like my bias.
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Awww thats so cuteee! 🤍

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