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When I say I love Taesan, it’s not just because he’s pretty or because he’s a good rapper… but because he’s my comfort idol and I genuinely love him😁🫶

Guys… I have ONE thing to say. Actually multiple things to say. I LOVE TAESAN I LOVE HAN TAESAN I LOVE HAN DONGMIN I LOVESEDNDJDJDJSJDJ TAESAN TAESANNNN IS MY MAN AUDBRJRJEJRJDJ DID I SAY I LOVE TAESAN???

I’m sorry. I’m sorry that people treat me like Taesan. They say I’m mean and that I’m cold. I can barely cry. I don’t know what I did wrong, but I’m sorry. Even if you don’t forgive me, I’m sorry. I love you- even if you aren’t mad at me. Even if you don’t think I’m mean. I’ve been through lots, and I take it out on everyone. I’m sorry.

Am I unloveable or smth? Everyone hates me. I just want someone to love me, is that too much to ask? One minute I’m too quiet and then another I open my big mouth and I’m told to shut up. One minute I’m “omg you’re so pretty” but then another they get to know me and then they think I’m weird. I only have like 8 friends. I’m getting sick of it. I’ve been so mentally sick I’m starting to feel physically sick. I need help but I’m already getting as much as I can. I just want a bf or a gf. Or atleast another friend. But a partner would be better, bc they’d actually want me.

Just thought about crying. Then I remembered I don’t want my parents to hear. They’ll ask me what’s wrong and I won’t have any reason because at this point I just cry for no reason. I’ll say idk and then they’ll just tell me to stop. What am I doing anymore? #vent

Story time! One time last year I broke down crying at lunch because I had just gotten into a huge argument with my friends a few days ago and lost two of them. My other friends just stared at me for a second before hugging me. My friends at a table close to us, including my ex bf, just stared. It wasn’t an annoyed stare either. It was a stare of complete shock. You wanna know why they were shocked? Because I’m the strong friend. They’ve never seen me cry. I just couldn’t hold it in anymore. #vent

It’s all giggles and shi until I realize that nobody’s laughing with me but are judging me so I go quiet and my eyes tear up… but I can’t let them see me cry so I excuse myself.