Hot take or no? ⬇️
STORYYY TIMEEEEEE (because I love embarrassing myself heheh) At our school, the boys sit in the front of the bus while the girls sit in the back. We also have this system where we have to scan our ID cards when we get on the bus so our parents can track us.... One day, the bus conductor aunty was busy with something else, so three 4th-grade girls were helping scan everyone’s ID cards. After I scanned my card, I started walking to the back to sit down. But while passing by them, my bag got caught on one of the girl's hands, and I stumbled. She ended up falling right on top of me At that exact moment, some random boy yelled, “JOHN CENAAAAA!” across the entire bus To this day, I still haven’t recovered from the embarrassment especially because it happened in the front section of the bus, so the boys never stopped reminding me about it 😭
Such a weird kind of lonely..... I have a little brother, but he's way younger than me, so even though I adore him, we don't really have that typical sibling relationship yet. My parents are always busy, which is just life.. I only have two cousins, and they're much closer to their other side of the family than they are to ours. And because I live abroad, I'm already far away from most of my family anyway... No one's doing anything wrong. I don't blame anyone. They're all genuinely amazing people, and I know I'm loved. I know I'm understood... But sometimes I still feel like a ghost.... Not unwanted. Not unloved. Just... invisible. Like I'm quietly there, but not really there. Like life keeps moving around me while I fade into the background... And then I feel guilty for even thinking that, because I know how lucky I am to have the family I have. I know they care. I know none of this is intentional.... Idk if this makes sense to you...
