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It's hard for me to express words. I feel like I've been too bold and rude in my words. I don't know. There are times when I decide to throw myself in front of a car and die... Or wish I could die in my sleep... And take a knife and stab myself in the heart. I don't know, I feel like my morals... are no longer bearable. I don't know how much my image has been tarnished here or how much I've hurt Kitty by being hasty... I don't know how many times I apologized. I don't know how many times I refused to go to a psychologist. I don't know how many times you read my words. If you have changed your mind about me, I apologize. I am not worthy of your love and attention.... I will not talk much and I will not bother you. I'm sorry... @heeseungskitty @MandzMahNwjns

...Continue talking to us all because we all care about your opinions, interests, and basically everything you say and think about. We really like that youre in our community because you're a great person to be friends with. Feelings get hard sometimes but that doesnt mean you end it all. Continue being yourself! >.<
Oh, you definitely deserve my love and attention. It's sad, but I'll tell you that about two years ago I also tried to kill myself and wanted to die more than anything because life no longer made sense to me. It was a difficult time, but my mom was suffering because of me, so I decided to try to get better. But it didn't happen overnight, I'm still healing today, and I didn't do it just for myself, I also did it for the people who love me. I want you to know that you are very loved by me. Never stop expressing yourself, and remember, there's nothing that doesn't get better with time. I'm here for anything you need. 🩷💞
@MandzMahNwjns I'm glad you're still here :(
And I really appreciate your words :(
@TinyNila tyy, I'm happy you're here too. Don't let those thoughts overwhelm you, everything will get better bestie love u with all my heart 💞
Please don't do that, I don't know you, but this worried me. I hope you're okay. 🥹
ok baby,lets be calm , i often feel the same way buttttt all i know is tht i want to listen to you ,my friends, if you can go to a psychologist please go.if you cant you can always talk to us here DM your most fav person .we all are here for you & everyone .conflicts happen but dont you dare hurt yourself 'cause i dont want to see even one of you in distress<3 hugsss my babyy